Two days
I’ve been up for two days. I’ve been up at night. I sleep during the day for a couple hours. I wouldn’t say that I’m happy but I wouldn’t say that I’m sad either. I’m just in the middle. I’m feeling kinda “meh”. There’s nothing wrong with “meh”. I think everyone just needs to feel that way from time to time.
I’ve been home in bed for these two days. I honestly left my house for an hour to go to starbucks and to go for a little walk around the neighbourhood. My legs got some exercise at least. I also got out of my unbearably hot room. Now I’m just here with my thoughts. It’s 3:30 and I kinda want to see the sunrise.
I have no motivation to get out of my bed. I really don’t know why but it’s like the only thing I want to do is stay in bed. This is really strange because I ALWAYS want to go out, for whatever reason.
I guess, I’m just feeling like a homebody. Oh well, I’ll have to find motivation because I’m leaving tomorrow. I have to put on a smile and be happy. I have a family party so yeah. Anyways, good night <3
xoxo.
