May 2011
Smile through the pain
- You’ll get thorugh this and everything will be fine.
I promise.
where'd you go ?
hey tumblr world !
Sory I’ve been away for the last little while. I’ve had alot to deal with: school, love, life. The regular. Also I need to catch up on my sleep. Today I woke up tired.
Anyway, i drove today and it was kinda nice. #winning :) I want a car for graduation and hopefully my parents can come through.
Anyway, I’m at a point in my life where I need to take a...
“I lost my man , she;s pregnant and i’m still waiting on the school of my...”
– shanice n
April 2011
half of my heart
umm ok ,
so we finally had a talk. & i’m still alive. About “us” whatever that is at this point.
So bottom line it’s up to him. I can’t control it anymore.
If he wants me : that’s my season finale what I’ve been wanting for the last year and a half
If not: there are other fish in the sea
(i want the first one but shh.. no one knows it...
unlike the rest of us; sex, lies and scandal never...
- Gossip Girl
People look at me from head to toe, watching my...
I’ve been showing cleavage since high school started and if having 34D breasts and being confident about it makes me a slut I’m cool with it.
keep talking and I’ll keep doing my thing and we’ll see who has the last laugh.
time to hit the gym hard
get this body looking sexy
heads turning “who dat girl? ” “that’s Shanice , nigga”
;)
2 tags
hit it hard
anyway ,
so as for my day ,
updating i pods , working out and doing homework. c
Sounds like a productive day :)
now lets get on this music scene and get pumped :)
it drives me crazy
Don’t get too excited ‘cause thats all you get from me, hey.
Doing what I do seems to have a lot of questions around it. Oh well , I’m doing I was told to and I love it.
and of course you haven’t.
MMM,
and remember protocol cause that would be a good look.
I think I finally realized it
I think I finally realized it ..
last night I caved and message him again. He got me cheesed so I ended up asking myself again while laying down in bed very upset and depressed:
What was the point of messaging him?
Is he really worth it?
He didn’t make my day any better. In fact he made it worse. I know him and I know he’s gonna come back. So right now I’m chucking up...
tomorrow i feel like looking hot
straighten the hair & reveal the cat eyes
when to fall in love according to the seasons
we all ask ourselves this question. When’s the right time to fall in love. Well here’s my break down :
Spring: Everything is new. New buds, new animals, new relationships. This are warming up and it’s refreshing.
Summer: Fun & Hot. Just like a romance should be.
Fall: filled with nostalgia. The weather gets colder, school starts, new people, new feelings.
Winter: The...
now the story's played out like this
it’s been a couple of days since we last spoke… & now were speaking.
nothing heavy
general conversation.
it hurts to know that it may always be general. I’m still mad and I’m trying to get over you.
because you know what, I deserve better
even though it kills me to say that.
But i’ll make it out alright and if i end up with you then I do. If I...
Here’s to the girls: That keep a smile even though...
It's kind of fucked up, isn't it?
yanilavigne:
How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.
Too Little Too Late
My heart is breaking , I feel like crying.
I really don’t wanna say goodbye but I’m putting myself first and really if it didn’t work then there isn’t anyway that it’s gonna work now.
I’m being very realistic right now. It won’t work.
Having to give up so much. Saying no to different guys. Putting my heart on reserve. All for the one guy that I thought...
GOD , i'm digging my grave
LORD with all the signs in the world , I pray for him and me and us
smooth this over :D
<3
<3 :$
xoxo
This lovesick melody
There are all these songs about the things I would do for you:
Being there for you
going against all odds
forgiving you
doing the unthinkable
but you see , these musicians left out one thing:
they never talked about how to get you.
mission accomplished
coming back from the club:
friend one: omg , is that a hickey on your neck?
friend two: is it ? *checks mirror* omg it is. *gets super excited* runs to friend one for a high five
Friend one and friend two: *hi -5* Mission accomplished
“really ? love ? what is it but another sensation, it’s just...”
– shanice narain
“I can’t fathom the idea of a guy getting down on one knee and asking me to...”
– shanice narain
and after all that waiting ... i got wait listed
disappointing
Maybe it should just happen
Everything with him is a fight.
and we’re not even together. I really feel like leaving. Well , I wonder if I can even do that in the first place.
Maybe just a little break.
You know what I feel like doing PARTYING :) especially with “Give me everything” blaring a speakers, me looking hot in booty shorts , just grinding on a hot ass guy.
Forgetting EVERYTHING. A little...
I wanna fucking party
the old school Big Bang that I love <3
“For you I’ll risk it all”
– - Katy Perry ET
doesn’t that sound familiar
Young Money
Heyy :)
So today I dropped off my resume at Costco. I have a hook up there and I wouldn’t mind working there :) Well , my hook up loved my resume and he said hes gonna set up an interview this week :D I hope I get it.
Ahh, I can only think about it. Once I have some money I can buy all my clothes :D the lingere ohh lala <3. The freedom to pay for my phone bills and clubbing. yes, Young...
